last night started to feel the pain inside my mouth,
out of sudden my mouth gums swollen this morning...
hardly to swallow my foooooood during lunch time.
and now i barely talk!
>:(

- bad luck moku -

Quarter end closing is killing me slowly...
OT start from last week and hopefully will end tomorrow.
:(
working so hard...thought of going home and relax myself...
guess what?
i got screwed by my dad because i cancel my Credit Card.
=..=
FML

no matter how hard i try,

i will still get mad at the same thing over and over again.

-off to bed-

if one day I am leaving,
it's not because I don't love you anymore.
indeed, I Love you...too much, that's why i am leaving.













这是我的温柔，
给你全部，全部，全部自由...

d.e.p.r.e.s.s.










:(
i stand firm at 1st...
but without any support...im collapsing soon.
imma going to do confession later.
peace.

-O.O-

not seeing him for almost 2 weeks already,
thanks to the stupid connection.
and,
i really miss him a lot.

with the poor-lousy-connection,
limited phone call & text,
limited communication,
and etc...

Erina was wondering how can i make it for this relationship.
for sure, i feel depress sometime.
i do angry...but not at him...
but blame everything on the fact that we are having LDR right now.

i don't know. but i always think it works.
as long as i try my best, i put in effort...
and most importantly...I love him.
:3

its not long but i wont say its short as well,
time tells...whether does it work.
:D

before ending this post...

*middle finger* to IBM.

imma quit anytime soon~!

Stupid connection

super expensive call & text rate

and why always got so many friend request one...

hmphhhhh~!!!

>:(

:'(

i miss him badly.

Fuck my JOB...

>:(








hardly to put myself sleep last night,
been thinking a lot...as in everything.
i think im stuck...
feel like there is something is not right,
yet don't know whats goes wrong.
:(
















i need him badly,
i miss him badly,
i want him badly...

:3

We miss him so much.
:(

it's all about him him him him~

Happy 'half year'

am actually blog according to Melbourne time now.

:p

as per title, this post should be 'it's all about him him him him'~

he is in Melbourne now

he loves game more than anything

he smoke like it is the end of the world tomorrow

he need a lot of foods

he need a lot of sleep

he is metal fans
he is lazy (always last minute)
he is blur (sometime)

he don't really spend but he always spend on 'something' i don't agree with

he cannot stay home, he must have to go out

he always don't have much time to 'layan' the gf

he don't call the gf

he always reply the gf msg late

he don't care as much as the gf do

(he cares...not showing out maybe?)

he always fool the gf

he loves bullying the gf
he is forgetful
he always made empty promises

BUT, at the same time...

he don't drink much

he is patient

he is good in handle his moku

he is funny

he knows a lot of thing that the gf don't know

he teaches the gf a lot

he is sweet

he sayang the gf a lot

and,

he is my 'precious'.

hoping one day things will change and get better.

:')

i love him.so so much.

Happy Birthday to all the March baby around me.
:3

Just celebrated Christy and James birthday at Neway,
and am going celebrate my girl (Janice) birthday on the coming Saturday!
:D

too much outings for the month of March,
and it actually fully occupied my times but it cost a bomb to my wallet too.
:(

at least, it make my time could pass a little bit faster...
meaning that the day im flying to him is getting nearer.
Can't wait!


Got myself 3 books in MPH.
to get ready for the up coming 1 month medical break,
since nothing much i can do,
Laptop is not prohibited but with 'limited access' :p
can only do some 'light' activity which i think reading is the best~
cannot let my eyes too tired.
:D



1. The Five Love Languages






















2. A Touch of dead






















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3. Last Night at Chateau Marmont



































stupid connection again,
i got urge to go and burn his hostel off.
:p
oh!
and the "girl",
i shall record it down here as well~
lol.

Because even if you decide to let go, a part of you still won’t.





this is so 'true'.









:D
yet another day gone,
i miss him a lot...still!

:)

Just testing out this new apps~
I can finally blog with my iPhone! :D

It's 12:31am now and I hardly put myself to sleep!
so "devil" like me...
am actually called my bun up although knowing that he got morning class tomorrow and it's already freaking 3am Melbourne time.
=.=
but my bun is sweet enough to 'layan' me a bit~
i just miss him so much and wants to listen to his voice~
and i actually feel lot better after the call with him.
=)

he might seem to be not a 'good' bf in the other eyes,
indeed, he is the 'perfect' one to me~
guess only him can stand my clumsiness, stupidity & blur-ness~
lol... :p
and i do love him a lot~

FYI

Hello,
if you, you or YOU happen to see this...
me not being anti-social, seriously.
me indeed very friendly. :D
*lol*

me- just simply don't like...

(i) MSN chat,
(ii) FB chat,
(iii) skype chat,
(iv) whatever chat...

of course, me do chatting...
but only with certain peoples that me really close with.

me Filter my friend list in Facebook, twitter & foursquare very often.
because me don't likey any "unknown" "colleague" or "not-so-close" to stay in my friend list,
:p

anyway,
me still very friendly after all.
so please talk to me if you bump into me somewhere~
haha

oh!
sorry for putting in so many "me" in this post,
me just simply like it.
so,
take me or leave me!
:D

its not about the age,
i know im big enough.
i just can't get rid of that bitch.
>:(

but it doesn't mean i do not know how to think,
it doesn't mean im not mature enough,
it doesn't mean im not forgiven,
it doesn't mean i always driven by my emotion when i do things...

do you all actually understand me?
you don't know how big the impact is,
you don't know how i digest it all and learn to accept.
but,
im jus accepting the FACT because i don't have the power to overwrite.


no matter how,
i still loves you.








:D
2 more months to go......
can't wait!

you don't know,
it hurts so much...
:(


it takes few minute to put on a nail,
but when you remove it,
it might take years to recover from the scar.


i love him,
thats why i always forgive & forget.

不要认为他爱你便不会离开你

在你的一再伤害下，他也会离开，因为你不懂得珍惜，

不值得他去爱。懂得珍惜，才能懂得爱情。

i love him,
im willing to learn and change, do anything to complete him.
he loves me too,
but he can't do the same to me.
:)

i fcuking tell myself that,,,
this will be the last time,
and i will get used ot it and get rid over it.
:)


我决意爱他，祝我愉快吧!

:)

went for eyes check up this morning,

the outcome wasn't that good but its not that bad too.

Doctor Hardeep said my black dots and the cornea is very close,

so if i go for the normal surgery, theres risk for me...

he suggested me go for the surgery where i have to lose consciousness throughout the whole process.

so he actually refer me to Doctor Chong- another eye specialist at Mid Valley to do the surgery.

not to forget, imma gotta rest at least 3 weeks for it to recover after the surgery.

hmm... i hope everything is gonna be alright...!

12 days after,

im seeing him later in a short while.
its time to recharge my "power bar"...:p

and,
there goes all my fear that i might need to face anytime soon.

:D

8.3.11

Collin's birthday it is~

Happy Birthday Darling~

you've got us with you...

don't EMO~!!

:D

hopefully i can see him tomorrow~

:)

can't wait can't wait!!

7-3-11
it's Shu Shen's birthday~




hmm...
another day without internet still,
at least he is using text put me to sleep.
:)
i miss him.

:p
glad to know that he actually cares...
so cute of him~!

2 months plus to go...

a peaceful saturday night.
finally, the sista is flying back to Adl tonight.
will only see her on August.
no more shiok kaki... :(


told the parents about the plan,
and they're ok with it.
gotta save more to cover up the travel expenses.
there will be not much saving left after the HK and Aussie trip.
hmm...gotta start all over again.
:(

told myself its ok...
as i can always earn the money back..
hmm...can't wait to see him~!!
:)


yet, its been a week.
still, no connection from his place.
i miss him badly.

4.3.11

Happy Birthday to you!

:D

♥ ERINA WONG ♥

another day without any connection...

i wish u were here with me.

baby, i miss you.

:'(

finally watched it last night with Hansin...
nice movie i would say...
:D

heading out to bro's house in a short while,
Erina darling birthday it is...
gotta give her a small surprise and throwing her a big celebration tomorrow night~
another excuses for the bunch to drink-drank-drunk***
tsk tsk tsk... :p

and i actually have to attend 3 birthday celebrations tomorrow in a day.
headache...***






another day without internet connection,
and still, i miss him damn lotssss.
:D

day 5

this is how i miss him...
:)






and,
damn the stupid connection again!
>:(

hope there's no more lies

i can take it once,

but not twice.

lie no more...

:(

it's kinda hurt and sad.




i miss you...