s m i l e

You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok yeah it´s ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Even when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Don´t know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

please stop it...
indeed, i should feel grateful, but why is it...
God, perhaps you should bring me somewhere i belongs to...
before i lose control on myself again...i can feel it coming to me
it is so fast and unresistant...i dont think i can stand till the last...
because i have got no strength to stay it here anymore...
please bring me go...

i don't think apologize is hard once you get used to it...

feeling indescribable and sucky......

indeed, i thought you know me well,
and i suppose you did.
i hope my assumption is wrong,
but i doubt...because am not sure are you still the one i know back then...



i should glad that the distance and gap between us is getting far and wider...

*amendment

when a friend trying so hard to find any excuses to reject your invitation,
it is actually a hint asking you to get out of their life.
:)


*lip sealed & hands locked*

i don't want to create any unnecessary misunderstanding.
i apologize for that,
as i am not good in writing or expressing my thought and opinion,
some time the words i use might be a bit straight or harsh.
anyway, sorry and -end-

people like you do not deserve any respect from others.

it isn't easy.
how much strength i have to put on myself, before i decided to face 'em.
it is just not easy.

you could do it once,
but not twice,
forgiveness no longer shows.
ESPECIALLY when you acted you did nothing wrong infront of people,


p/s: no one will be the only mercy 1, it is always contributed and sacrifices by both side. :)