All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, No.

the only thing i wish is to spend more times with you.

:*(

you wouldn't know this is so hard for me,

if can, i really do not want you to leave.

:*(

FAITH is the only word...

and I do have faith in you...

i wish this time god would not turns me down, once again.

yes...
sometimes there's just nothing much you can do,
but to hide it all...

you see me smile and you don't,
you see me cry and you don't.

:(

emo max!

D.E.C.E.M.B.E.R
its always my favorite month throughout the whole year.
probably, not this year.
2 more weeks left.
everything is gonna be okay...i hope.

first wish doesn't come true.
it's okay moku.
it's okay.
it doesn't matter!
no BIG deal, I says to myself...
:*(