Give & Take.
很棒的一句话。
不要一味觉得别人不肯为你做这做那...
Give & Take.
你也不想想自己到底为她做过什么。
每个人都有付出，在于哪方比较多。
硬要比较，就得撕破脸啦！

Give & Take...

Yes, am working right now.
Yes, I know I shouldn't blog at working hour.
Yes, I know there is tons of shit awaiting me to clear.
Yes, I think I'm insane.
Yes, raining like cats & dogs out there right now.
Yes, I know this is pointless.




I think I'm feeling OKAY today.

:)

Thank you Papa Fung for this year Birthday present.

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do

小丑

有时候真的觉得自己很像小丑...
每天不停不停地在取悦你...
希望你开心, 希望看到你笑...
很常拿我自己的热脸去贴你的冷屁股...
也无所谓...
有时候莫不出声,只为了让自己保存谨剩下一点点的尊严.

瓶颈

努力要让自己变得更好, 只因为你...
就算你不知道,也无所谓...

为了你,

头发越留越长
开始不随便乱喝酒
开始减少出去玩
随时待在家里 stand by...
勉强自己接受无法接受的事情
每天在想如何让你开心多一点点
不会随便生气和乱发脾气
忍耐度已经到了神的境界
每天抱着只要你开心我就开心的想法
任何事情都会先想到你
开始变得我不认识的自己

有时候觉得自己

变得很委屈求全
没有自我
失去方向
不爱惜自己
爱你比爱任何东西还多...

我还可以怎样?
我不知道...

你不知道我是多么的喜欢你...
是真的...

Monday Blue

I know I shouldn't blog at this hour as it's already 12:30am and I shall hop on bed and rest.
Just had a short vacation back at ah boy's home town.
Reluctant to come back to face the reality - WORK.
Suppose ah boy is coming back together with me however things changed a lil bit Im flying back here alone and he will be back a lil bit later.
*JEALOUS*
I wanna relax as how ah boy does!
My God! Why Monday always come so fast and weekend come so slow.
:(
I think Im really sick of Monday... phew!
Better knock off now if not I won't be able to wake up tomorrow!
fuck! Need to wake up slightly early tomorrow to check my car!
-_____________- *ultimate EMO*
and....



I MISS MY AH BOY SO MUCH.
*tears*

:'(

Hectic Month

Started new job for roughly 2 months and 2 weeks and work is killing me.
I mean the task are not really hard BUT it's troublesome enough and every task of it takes time to complete.
I don't mind learning more thing but somehow I don't think I am able to cope for so many.
Anyway, I still like my job although it's tiring enough.
:)

So, the month of July.
It's ah boy's birthday month.
I actually have got few plan on my mind but thinking which one to go on with.
First of all, I need to consider on the $$$ *che chengz*.
I was officially broke after my Japan trip so seriously I have a tight budget now for his birthday dinner & present.

half a year gone, the biggest achievement I had did from the past 6 months was I change a new job.
A job that is more challenging than what I am working previously.
More work, more responsibility and more STRESS for sure.
Lucky I have 4 days break start from Thursday until Sunday. I should go Rest & Relax before facing another thunder storm which will be happening soon in Mid July.
New software, new system, server, training, stock take etc etc etc...
Argh!!
and it's already 11:44pm, shall change and hop on to bed.
Thats all for today post, kthxbye!
=D