sigh

things got jumbled up everywhere,
and it is not in the order,
it takes me some time to digest and absorb everything.
i think this is all about disappointment

crapalogy

sometime, something, someone...
just makes me feel so irritating.
but, again...
how people behave is totally none of my business.
im not their parents nor whoever that have the right to control how should they behave in the way that i like.
this is THEIR freedom on choosing how they wannabe.


am i judging? Yes! i did.
but i don't think the people do understand me as well.
aren't the people judge on me as well ?
lol
whatever the people says...as if i care LAR!
anyway people,
IGNORE me.
PEACE.

thought

1:07am the time that i spare myself free.
been going out so often recently due to overload events.
money keep going out non-stop. :'(
have to start saving from next month onward
gotta meet my budget at least.

been thinking so much lately
from work to friendship to others.
there is so much to think of
but i tell myself that nothing to be worried.
everything has been arranged by GOD
he wants you to be in that way, you just have to follow
without any question and doubt,
i think i still have lots to learn.

things seem to change rapidly
i can't fully absorb everything into my mind.
i try my best to slow the things down and solve it out
but it doesn't work, at all.
again, make me emo momo.

i think i don't understand anymore
the problem arise from both side
i admit i don't do it well for playing my part,
but at the same time, you guys too.
i don't blame, i learnt to accept and ignore.
if things is gonna to happen there is no point to stop, i tell myself.

friend

friend tends to come and go.
if you think we're in the same channel having the same tune,
we will hang out happily ever then.


if it is another way round,
might as well choose not to contact anymore.
how cruel is it?
the most horrify thing is...
when there is nothing seems to happen between the friendship,
but,
the someone choose to leave silently without letting u know
and keep u uninformed.


what is the truth?
what is really hidden beneath?
i don't know.
would you like to tell me?

Jenni Ku

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY JENN
:)


enjoy ya big day to the max!
drink drank drunk BUT no puke kay!
although we are far apart from each other,
but still our heart always link together no matter what!

LOVE YOU!!!

promise between us

:D


last night, the birthday party...
you told me that,
"i don't need anyone else as i have got you enough. because you will always be with me no matter how!"
so...this is the promise u made on my birthday, for me of course.
i hope it is not an empty promise again,
i believe you won't fail me once again,
and it will be my greatest birthday present ever!

Octopus * October

OMG!
it is October already.
time flies yet we don't have enough time to complete our stuff, always.
due to overload events and activities.
My birthday, bro and the gf and my sister birthday~
all the libra babies staying under the same roof
*headache*


additional point,
Randy and Jason was back to the town!
which means partays will be keep going on non-stop.
it causes my wallet a bomb.
i mean, REAL BOMB + BIG HOLE.
=(
crying silently & signing off ...