love is not about showing off,
true love doesnt need to say anything and people will witness it by themselves.

:)

I acted tough,

but I was just a coward pretending I wasn't interested.
And yet,that only increased the pain stabbing at my heart.

Ah, I see, so this must be what it's like to fall in love.


Credit to you, Hola. (you tau i tau, mereka tak tau)

S: does F-O-R-E-V-E-R means FOR EVER?
H: In my dictionary, F-O-R-E-V-E-R means FOR EVER and I will take care of you FOREVER no matter what.


I used to hate promises because life is always being so UNPREDICTABLE.
BUT, he makes me believe on it, blindly.


for those awful memories,
the tears that flooded my bed sheet...


I was trying my best to buried it deep down and leaving it untouched forever.
I wish that i can forget bout the past,and everything.
but the memories are too beautiful to destroy it.

Whenever i decided to move on, something happened that holds me back.
But whenever i’m ready to commit and give us another chance to try,
he’ll just turn me off and ask me to wait.
the consequences for believing blindly & waiting like a silly is seeing him being happily together with the others.

there is a sentence where i truly agree with...
"Sometimes you might seem strong for keep holding on,but it really takes much more strength to just let it go and move on.I might sound agressive at times,looking tough and strong like nothing in this world worries me much..If i could lift it up,i could put it down."

understand, forgive and forget.

Monday night

had a quick catch up with Rich last night
:)
we talked, we discussed and we gossiped.
he can be a real good listener,
as he is so different with the others,
he is LAME.


he once told me,
just take whatever peoples say as an advice,
but, the most important thing is to Follow your heart.


what you really wants,
what you really needs,
what you really want to do,
basically is all inside your heart already.

so,
why not just follow your heart?

Festive season

December - festive season.
it should be Jolly Molly,
but i don't feel any.


are you feeling jolly?
i hope you does... :)


this Month is all about...Giving and Sharing.
i've been giving so much but i don't get to share the joyful and hapiness.


God thinks that i don't deserve any of it.