i don't think apologize is hard once you get used to it...

feeling indescribable and sucky......

indeed, i thought you know me well,
and i suppose you did.
i hope my assumption is wrong,
but i doubt...because am not sure are you still the one i know back then...



i should glad that the distance and gap between us is getting far and wider...

*amendment

when a friend trying so hard to find any excuses to reject your invitation,
it is actually a hint asking you to get out of their life.
:)


*lip sealed & hands locked*

i don't want to create any unnecessary misunderstanding.
i apologize for that,
as i am not good in writing or expressing my thought and opinion,
some time the words i use might be a bit straight or harsh.
anyway, sorry and -end-

people like you do not deserve any respect from others.

it isn't easy.
how much strength i have to put on myself, before i decided to face 'em.
it is just not easy.

you could do it once,
but not twice,
forgiveness no longer shows.
ESPECIALLY when you acted you did nothing wrong infront of people,


p/s: no one will be the only mercy 1, it is always contributed and sacrifices by both side. :)

he said he wanna date me out for movie,
he said he want my phone no.
he said he wanna call me baby,
he said he wanna bring me go Brunei.

i says wtf in return to him.

love is not about showing off,
true love doesnt need to say anything and people will witness it by themselves.

:)

I acted tough,

but I was just a coward pretending I wasn't interested.
And yet,that only increased the pain stabbing at my heart.

Ah, I see, so this must be what it's like to fall in love.


Credit to you, Hola. (you tau i tau, mereka tak tau)

New Year Eve

the last day of 2009,
instead of squeezing with peoples at the mall,
we choose to throw a home party at my house.
peoples boozing at my house,
from Red Winie, to beer, Swing to Henessy...
although, there is something happened that spoils the party a lil bit,
but overall we still had fun.
:)

everyone should sealed their lips by now and then,
am not going to say anymore,
of course, you (whoever) can continue the story if you want, as your wish.
:)
peace.

why can't people just leave me alone?
i just about to start my new life,
and this fellow come and disturb.


i mean, i know you are being nice to me,
but, i seriously thinks that it beyonds a friend's limit already lor.
it is a bit OVER & TOO MUCH for me.


hmm...i am not mean,
but, could you please leave me alone.
ngo mm zhong yi lei ahh...

Brand new day

After last night,
i realize that its time to stop it.
for myself and you all.
i know they are feeling sad when they actually see me like this.
im sorry, and i promise i will NEVER EVER do it again.
:)