Friday, November 26, 2010

I think I'm just not the kind of girl...


I don't mind the words...
I'm not angry too...
=(



I hope I'm doing good enough, at least I think I am.
my self-confidence is not high,
sometimes a few words can easily defeat my only left self-confidence.
that's why I'm a mushroom- who always hide myself in my own comfort zone.


-Good night with peace-

Thursday, November 18, 2010

18th November 2010

Oh~ so here it is!
OFFICIAL 2nd monthsary with my Mr.Bun,
=)


but actually i started my day not-so-good.
:(
no one to blame but myself,
being a clumsy blurry mushroom.
should stop day-dreaming and "focus" while driving especially in the "MORNING".


i think it is because of the long holidays,
it causes my mind still not functioning well until "BANG"...
and i realized my front actually stick on ppl's back~
sigh...
luckily the taxi driver is not fierce but...
still gotta pay him money for the repairment fee.
ppl's bumper drop loh...
and mine...minor damage but gotta fix too...
no-good, no-good...


anyhow,
it do not spoil my mood actually~
still a good day for me...i HOPE...
:D
*signing off with peace mood*

Saturday, November 13, 2010

you should loves yourself more...

:) OR :(



Don's replacement WANTED...badly!

Friday, November 12, 2010

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

cool? NO!

When everyone praised themselves how much they love the Lord,
how much they served and in faith with the Lord,
in fact, they didn't.

I gotta admit im doing not good enough,
im not a good believer and i don't act like a one.
maybe i did, but not 100%.

im not a typical holy Catholic,
but i definitely have faith with my Lord.
at least i try not to break the rules, the BIG 1.
i did my confession although i always repeat the same old mistake over and over again.
but Lord did showed his mercy on me and im feeling blessed all the times.

Well,
i never said that whoever have a tattoo at the body is BAD,
but, i dont think it's good to hurt yourself like this.
i mean,
you may find it really COOL and YENG and OUTSTANDING,
then you eager to get 1.

so what if i say,
i find abortion very cool also,
does it mean that i can go and do abortion as well?
dont come and tell me thats a different story,
it's the SAME!
Killing innocent life and hurting yourself is the same.
your mom gave birth and life to you and now you want to hurt yourself like this,
can you imagine how a mother feel when she actually saw it?

okay,
i am cool with it.
its up to you to do whatever you like.

-peace-

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

i don't know why, but somehow it happened.
suffering menstrual pain while im actually kao tim my period week ago...
wtf lor...
and i hardly sleep at night thanks to my stomach cramps.
the funniest part is...it cramp only on the left hand side.
i wonder how and i wonder why~
not happy with it!
:(




i wish i can be more healthy,
it seems so hard to me.
:(
im not weak,
im just unhealthy.