:')

don't make someone your priority,
if you are an option for him.



:')

:(

You don't know how important is your call to me... :(

Overtime can't handle THEM

aloha peeps~

basically Overtime has become to be our...
erm...let's see i could find a better description...
No! i can't! so it will be our "Second home".
it sounds so 'alcoholic'.
Well! I am not but my fellow peeps YES!
^__________^

you know ah...nowadays alcohol is kind of 'need' to 'them' already.
just like those SMOKER out there you know?
but still, im do not encouraging YOU people to smoke or drink.
not good for health...like me very good girl...
drink occasionally is acceptable!
:p

so YA!
Overtime can't handle them right now!
terrible and messy max on last Friday night!
most of them gone case at 10plus!
its just 10 plus yet me and hansin just reached not long ago.
broke few glasses, talk out loud, climb up & down...
waitress all over us standby to clean the table and the broken glasses.
thats why i said 'Overtime' can't handle them!

glad that everyone still manage to go home safe in one piece.
phew~!
yet another big & happening one on this coming Saturday night!
Labour eve night in house party.
lucky it is a house event~ :p
too much for the week~ looking forward and holiday officially starts on Wednesday!
Goodbye work!
=)
-peace-

'It is addictive. Your body releases dopamine which is a 'feel good' hormone when you do something that is enjoyable. This is also the case for cocaine, sex, gambling, meth, ecstasy etc. Your body rises to the level of functioning with the it in your system and then you must use more and more to function. Marijuana works the same way. Some think it is not an addictive drug, but it is the habit you get addicted to. That isn't true. The DRUG is addictive.'

i do research on it and i try to understand.
try to convince, guess...
it ain't easy.

Easter week~

Papa: we have to go church tonight.
moku: O.O why? it's not Good Friday yet!
Papa: It's Last supper night! we have to go.
moku: O.O ohh kay.

I didn't know even last supper night we will have to attend Mass.
so it will be a 4 days straight mass for me.
Last Supper, Good Friday, Easter eve and Easter.
very Cool.

am feeling guilty im not able to do my confession before Easter.
:(
i feel like im full of sins now.
urgh... gotta pray for forgiveness later tonight.
but, no matter how many times i did for confession,

still i don't think i deserve any forgiveness & mercy from the god.

im such a sinful person.
:(
-peace-




wondering is bun really getting me bunny choco or he jus simply say for fun?
i doubt.
-________-

sometime,
i would think that...
are you trying to challenge on my limits of patience and temper.
:)

* Seven *

♡ Happy 7th month ♡

Baby,

I just want you to know,

my love to you is getting deeper day by day,

it's not fading even though we are far far away from each other.

I do appreciate every moment when I am with you.

I ♡ you, and I really do.

but, no matter how much i Love,
supply only from one side is never enough to maintain a relationship.

you selfish.

- back from Hong Kong -
:)
slightly darker thanks to the hidden Sunshine in Hong Kong.
gotta hibernate at home to whiten myself back.
:p


Hong Kong- the shopping paradise, agree with me not?
but gotta make sure you do enough saving before you go.
if not end up u can only "see & touch" but cannot "BUY"!

oh oh oh... not to forget food there is damn expensive too!
and I really love their SaSa outlet there,
variety of choices and with cheap price!
:D
the most important thing is...i managed to get all the things i want in HK.

• ♡ wallet ♡
  
  
  

• ♡ shoe ♡
  
  
  

• H&M & Bershka is ♡
  
  

• ♡ Birkenstock ♡
  
  

• ♡ Skin Care ♡
  
  

and thanks to Hong Kong,

im so regret to get myself a Coach Pouch.
*dislike*
im so so so so REGRET now x100000000000 times.
:(

however,
a nice trip still.
aww~ i miss Curry Fishball already~
:p
-peace-

每一次，
你转头，
就会看见我。

每一次，
我转头，
都有可能会看不见你。

原来，
你都觉得是小事。

原来，
对你而言有点像是无理取闹。

原来，
100%的相信，
100%的体量，
100%的原谅，
100%的尊重，
100%的自由，
100%的付出，
100&的关心，

换来的却是，
偶尔的有心。

有时候，
要的东西其实很简单，
可以说是微不足道，
可是，
就是无法履行。

有心还是无心，
我不知道。

自私？
只能说爱自己胜于一切。

距离不单单把我们拉远，
也把我仅有的5%沟通时间减到只剩1%。

可否试着花10分钟，
站在我的立场为我想想？

I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.

my star~

The Star & me...
we met back in year 2009 in Adelaide.
a peaceful yet happening city.


my first impression towards her is 'so-not-good'.
:p
i find her very "lansi" kind of people (exactly same as me)
so when lansi meet lansi...it definitely won't click well.
we don't seem close until we met again at Segamat.
Chinese new year 2010, she drove her stream out and pick me up at this restaurant after my reunion dinner with my relatives.
we went to a cafe and had some drinks.
still, we are not close.


Thanks to Qooki.
when qooki fly to Adelaide study,
i actually text-ed star to take care and look after my sis...
*lol*
and here it goes...my qooki and star click very well.
we started to get close on last year when i fly to Adelaide to visit qooki.
ever since then, we getting closer day by day.
we spam each other fb like nobody business.


End of 2010,
star back from Adelaide for good.
she is in kl most of the times and we spend our days together like 5/7 a week.
we whatapps, we text, we talk, we listen...
we drink, we party, we shisha, we hang out...
thinks we are so used to be with each other now~
:D
a very good friend and good companion of me!


we are the same kind,
we always get ourselves hurt and we tends to recover within a day or two.
we are loyal in our own relationship and we were both stupid.
hahaha...
this is the star of mine and i appreciate her a lot.


lastly,
i dont wish to see her sad yet nothing much i can do for her.
but i jus want you to know,
whenever u needs me, i will definitely be there for you!
I Love you much baby~
*cip*
:D

April i like

: )

oh yea~
* a glimpse of eye *
It comes to the fourth month of the year

i have a pretty pack schedule for the month of April.
first of all, am flying to Hong Kong this coming Saturday.
F-I-N-A-L-L-Y
it's like after so long i get to visit HK again!
going for 5 days 4 nights trip and might spend a day "swim" over Macao again!
gotta shop for Naraya & i miss Curry Fishball!

After my HK trip and gotta work for another week plus,
then off...here comes my 1 whole month medical leave~
:x *oopss*
might goin Singapore with the father during the beginning month of May.
we are goin there to watch "Lion King"...LOL
but this is not firm yet because the ticket is so "HOT" & "SELLING FAST".
if we able to get the ticket then i will off to Singapore.
^___^

Last, the most important one.
im flying to Aussie, AGAIN~!
oh well~
first stop would be Melbourne, pay a lovely visit to my sweet bun.
then will fly together to Adelaide to visit my Qooki!
can't wait for it.
i really wanna get myself out of this country and have a good rest!

:o
eyy...it supposed to be my medical leaves,
but throughout the whole post it seems to be more like my travel leaves ya.
lol...
by the way, surgery on the 27th April and 4th May so no conflict.
but will need to take up a month rest for my pretty eyes. :P
so decided to spend the holiday wisely by traveling around.
hehe~ till then and off i go~





























* story of the day: moku is soft like a tofu *

:(

why can't i be more considerate
why can't i be more understanding
why i don't have endless patience


:'(