14.12.12

2 days right after the so called- memorable 12.12.12.
Again, I'm not feeling good today.
I don't know why thing ended up like this.
So sudden and i guess no one knows why.
Is it my problem or you just not that neat enough to realise all these.
Seriously, I feel so abandoned and being ignored last night.
I don't know.
By looking at everyone surrounding me,
no matter how their partner will still constantly going back to their another half to check and make sure he/she is ok.
but... i got abandoned aside and no one come to me.
When finally WJ and M talked to me i feel so saved.
However, in return i got this statement from u saying 'we might don't have so many thing to talk about but when u're with your cantonese friend you have so much to talk'.
I seriously don't get what does this bullshit mean.
and, it pissed me off.
Fine...I will be fine.

Awful

am feeling so awful right now...
I don't like argument, at all...
I always tried my best to stop any possible argument if I can...
the feeling is awful when your words hurt someone you love the most...

2 years 2 weeks & 3 days...
am actually looking forward to 30, 40 & 50 years...

Company Politic

Kindly refer above attached for my current feeling.

W-H-YYYYYYYYYY????

When I first got my job in Standard Chartered Bank,

I don't feel any politic going on although I'm only working there for a year.

After that I joined IBM.

Such a big big international company and their staffs is like few thousands of them.

In IBM, I learnt to defined COMPANY POLITIC.

But, for a huge company like this I don't surprise there is politic going on in there. 

My policy is... you don't touch on me then I will stand aside. 

Basically, my 18 months life in IBM considered PEACEFUL.

Until I joined my Father company.

A place where you can see craps, gossips & dramas every day.

Different kind of issues and with different people involved.

Staff join & leave like a monthly routine.

I had a deep thought on that and try my best to figuring out what's wrong!

Is it because of the workload? 

Is it because of the management?

OR

Is it because of the people itself?

I've seen through every single of their drama & gossip like SERIOUSLY!

The major reason to causing all these is ---> the MANAGER.

Oh well, 

I do not know what's wrong with the manager as I am a standalone party + 太子女...

No matter how everyone still have to 'give face' to me.

But, what I trying to point out here is...

YES!

sometime the manager might sounds too bitchy to us,

but throwing letter or saying bad words behind is not the cool way to solve the problem.

If you have any dissatisfaction why not have a discussion with the Manager?

Most of us will thinks that..."cheh...useless one la...you think he/ she will listen to you?"

But, you never try, you never know.

And, seriously...

our Manager is still considered OK compare with IBM lor!!!

Our manager is in Novice Level only. (you will know what does Novice mean if you play Ragnarok)

Phew~

I am not saying who's right, who's wrong.

So long you think you're right and you can prove to the Manager then I am sure you can definitely shut his/ her mouth up without using your mouth to have some back-end attack at his/ her back.

PEACE.

counting down 2 more days until the actual day of my birth date...
29-09-1987
a combination of number that i loved the most in this world...
and I'm feeling grateful and blissful throughout these 25 years as I always have my Family & Friends around to celebrate with me...
The funniest thing is...the headcount getting more and more by each year!
who said we hardly met true friends after High School!
Somehow I am lucky enough to met a few more during my University time!
All of them is AWESOME SHIT...
can't denied my life would sucks without them...like seriously and I am not joking.
The life without them is like no FUN at all...
Too bad that I can't have any celebration on my actual day although it falls on a Saturday cause I will have to accompany my dad to attend a wedding dinner.
But, it doesn't really matter to me as I already have 3 rounds celebration before my actual date! and there is 4/ 5 more queueing up! ^___________^
What can i complaint anymore?
I shall thank GOD for giving me so many wonderful Friends and the best Parents & Siblings in the world!
Not to forget, my cute little fellow bebe and my BABY BOY.
Too bad i got no time to have a proper celebration or dinner with my boy and we can only manage to have birthday lunch instead of a dinner.
O.O how sad is that~ keke... but no big deal as most of the past celebration or upcoming celebration he will definitely be there with me so its like we celebrating every day too!

Well, enough said.
Till then~~~~

Hmm......
It's our birthday celebration ...
I'm your sister...
She is your best friend...
But she is the one who got the dessert from you...
And I'm not...
I don't jealous but I just don't know why...

Give & Take.
很棒的一句话。
不要一味觉得别人不肯为你做这做那...
Give & Take.
你也不想想自己到底为她做过什么。
每个人都有付出，在于哪方比较多。
硬要比较，就得撕破脸啦！

Give & Take...

Yes, am working right now.
Yes, I know I shouldn't blog at working hour.
Yes, I know there is tons of shit awaiting me to clear.
Yes, I think I'm insane.
Yes, raining like cats & dogs out there right now.
Yes, I know this is pointless.




I think I'm feeling OKAY today.

:)

Thank you Papa Fung for this year Birthday present.

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do

小丑

有时候真的觉得自己很像小丑...
每天不停不停地在取悦你...
希望你开心, 希望看到你笑...
很常拿我自己的热脸去贴你的冷屁股...
也无所谓...
有时候莫不出声,只为了让自己保存谨剩下一点点的尊严.

瓶颈

努力要让自己变得更好, 只因为你...
就算你不知道,也无所谓...

为了你,

头发越留越长
开始不随便乱喝酒
开始减少出去玩
随时待在家里 stand by...
勉强自己接受无法接受的事情
每天在想如何让你开心多一点点
不会随便生气和乱发脾气
忍耐度已经到了神的境界
每天抱着只要你开心我就开心的想法
任何事情都会先想到你
开始变得我不认识的自己

有时候觉得自己

变得很委屈求全
没有自我
失去方向
不爱惜自己
爱你比爱任何东西还多...

我还可以怎样?
我不知道...

你不知道我是多么的喜欢你...
是真的...

Monday Blue

I know I shouldn't blog at this hour as it's already 12:30am and I shall hop on bed and rest.
Just had a short vacation back at ah boy's home town.
Reluctant to come back to face the reality - WORK.
Suppose ah boy is coming back together with me however things changed a lil bit Im flying back here alone and he will be back a lil bit later.
*JEALOUS*
I wanna relax as how ah boy does!
My God! Why Monday always come so fast and weekend come so slow.
:(
I think Im really sick of Monday... phew!
Better knock off now if not I won't be able to wake up tomorrow!
fuck! Need to wake up slightly early tomorrow to check my car!
-_____________- *ultimate EMO*
and....



I MISS MY AH BOY SO MUCH.
*tears*

:'(

Hectic Month

Started new job for roughly 2 months and 2 weeks and work is killing me.
I mean the task are not really hard BUT it's troublesome enough and every task of it takes time to complete.
I don't mind learning more thing but somehow I don't think I am able to cope for so many.
Anyway, I still like my job although it's tiring enough.
:)

So, the month of July.
It's ah boy's birthday month.
I actually have got few plan on my mind but thinking which one to go on with.
First of all, I need to consider on the $$$ *che chengz*.
I was officially broke after my Japan trip so seriously I have a tight budget now for his birthday dinner & present.

half a year gone, the biggest achievement I had did from the past 6 months was I change a new job.
A job that is more challenging than what I am working previously.
More work, more responsibility and more STRESS for sure.
Lucky I have 4 days break start from Thursday until Sunday. I should go Rest & Relax before facing another thunder storm which will be happening soon in Mid July.
New software, new system, server, training, stock take etc etc etc...
Argh!!
and it's already 11:44pm, shall change and hop on to bed.
Thats all for today post, kthxbye!
=D

Another week passed and it's almost towards the end of June.
*a slip of eye*
Just came back from Tokyo this Monday,
office works is all piling up like Mount Fuji.
:p
so yea! Tokyo is awesome as usual.
Shopping Paradise, Good weather, well-mannered Japanese, Good food & Good view.
Everything seems perfect and the only bad is their cost of living is too high.
:c
Anyway, during this trip me and my family accidentally bumped into Edison Chan!
So, he is in Tokyo shopping as well with his crews i think~
my sis was lucky enough to have taken a pic with him~
^_____^ Happy girl she is.
well, gonna stop the typing and continue with few of the picture~
kthxbye.

Loving this mustache pic of mine~ *strong wind*

*Ginza area- Shopping paradise* ^___^//

Hello Edison Chen~

*Famous temple* :o

Financial Crisis

Everyone don't be panic!

Well, the financial crisis basically are just referring to myself.

:(

I just don't know why is saving been so hard to me.

I've earn more than enough to have constant saving every month BUT somehow I just failed to do so!

I mean it's really FAILED.

I can't control myself from spending. I will just spend without think whenever I have penny on my hand.

It's a bad habit I would say.

Now, I am stuck again with no money yet there is so many plansssss waiting ahead.

Friend's birthday dinner, Japan trip... All these cost me a big BOMB!

This is this sentence I am totally agree with ' no matter how much you earn, it just can't get enough'.

You know what? 

Earn more = Spend more.

I think I should really strengthen my determination and stop spending. (I should say spend wisely)

Well, wish me luck.

3Dots Branded Accessories Shop Grand Opening in Paradigm Mall

I am going there tomorrow! 

WHAT ABOUT YOU THEN? 

The variety of product including men's inner wear & underwear, ladies boxer, camisole & socks. Moreover, it contains a number of high-quality brands such as Batman, Superman, Super Girl, Paul Frank, Levi's, Police, Soda, Puma and their own in house brand 3dots.

There is this 50% voucher (as per attached above) will be giving out on tomorrow as well to anyone of you who happened to be show up in the mall tomorrow.

In addition, as per shown in the voucher 'Buy one & Get the next items 50% off!'. What an awesome moosome deal we have it there~

SO, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?

Be there and grab the coupon and shop happily tomorrow!

I will definitely be there tomorrow & looking forward to see you guys there too~

:D

Love & Peace

<3

Silent Scenery

I don't know what makes me have the urge to blog about this band.
To be frank, i know nothing about this band before.
All i know is they are Russell's friend.
:o
Somehow, i bumped into these group of peoples last Saturday at The Bee- Publika.
Was supposed to have lunch with Collin there and such a coincidence that Silent Scenery is performing that day at The Bee.

First of all, we don't feel good to have these group of peoples blasting music in an indoor restaurant.
We found it very noisy and we just want to have a quiet lunch and rest ourself after a hectic of week.
But once they started playing, me and my friend was stunned.
We are so amazed by their music although they just mainly playing music without vocal but still it's fabulous!
Me and Collin was so impressed with their music and for god sake we fell in love with the rhythm immediately.

Managed to grab their album at their booth (they setting up a mini booth back at The Bee).
Go on car, played the CD immediately and enjoying myself in their music.
:)
I'm amazed that Malaysia actually have such a band with such a bloody good music.
Silent Scenery just brighten up my day!
For anyone who don't know them out there, kindly click on this -> Silent Scenery and find out more about them!
They are indeed AWESOME!

My Favourite Animal Pal in Madagascar3: Europe’s Most Wanted

OMG!!!
It's 'I LIKE IT MOVE IT MOVE IT, I LIKE IT MOVE IT MOVE IT' time!!!!
It's been so long after the 'Madagascar 2: Escape 2 Africa and now finally Madagascar 3 is releasing soon at 8th June 2012!
I can't wait no more as I've been waiting for Madagascar 3 to be release for such a long time. I guess my neck is growing long enough to have the same length as Melman the Giraffe in Madagascar! 


I guess it's very common that we audience always have some 'special interest' towards particular character in a movie. So, tell me! Who's your favourite animal pal in Madagascar3: Europe's Most Wanted?

Well, Melman- the  hypochondriac giraffe is always my top favourite since the very first Madagascar movie came out in year 2005, then Madagascar 2: Escape 2 Africa and now Madagascar 3: Europe Most Wanted. Although he is not really a key person in the whole Madagascar movie (like how Alex- the Lion does) but he just caught my attention when I first watched the movie. 


My first impression towards Melman is having doses of medicine for meals and doctor's appointments frequently. *sick cat* He always showing his sick face and feeling so down & emo. He even complains about having brown spots on his neck (the spots, in real life, are natural). *LOL* such a stupid yet silly boy. 

One thing I love about Melman the most  is his love for Gloria is deep, and is always a gentleman to her. If you guys out there can recall, Melman and Gloria actually found love in Africa during the last episode of Madagascar movie. 
MY GOD! 
CAN YOU BELIEVE A GIRAFFE FALL IN LOVE WITH A HIPPO? 


Well, for me I think it's amazing. And...and...and...Do you know what's Melman's dream are realised as he and Gloria how to balance it all on the circus high wire due to their height difference. I personally thinks that it does brings out some hidden meaning for say height & skin colour ain't a problem in a relationship (as girrafe & hippo consider as different kind of animal type). 


I have too much to talk about this silly funny fellow here and he just brings a lot laughter to me with his fellow of buddy - Alex, Marty, Gloria, King Julien and THE PENGUINS! 

Lastly, I would like to say WELLDONE to DreamWorks Animation always did a Good Job in producing such quality movie! :D 


Alright, till then! It's time for me to start *counting down* until the day I can finally meet Melman again in the CINEMA and sing alone with the 'I LIKE IT MOVE IT MOVE IT'. <3

Life's Good with LG Cinema 3D Smart TV

Excite your senses with LG Cinema 3D Smart TV

Hello people!


Do you people loves 3D movie like AVATAR? Or some other latest 3D movie like TITANIC or BATTLESHIP? 


Ohh~ i LOVE 3D movie so much! Due to the great visual and whenever I put the 3D glasses on I am feel like I am in the movie inside itself and feel all the excitement , indulge in real-ness of the story.  However I know there's still people out there ever wonder what is so special about 3D? If you yet to have any experience with 3D then now it's the best timing for you to explore more into the 3D world.


well well well~
If you are a 3D movie lover then I am gladly to presenting you the Brand New LG Cinema 3D Smart TV brought to you by LG with lightweight glasses, cool 3D effect and ultimate immersive viewing experience.
Now, you do not need to drag someone to go Cinema with you just for a 3D movie but with this New LG Cinema 3D Smart TV, you can easily watch any 3D movie at home anytime. 


LG’s Cinema 3D TV can bring it right into your home NOW and on top of that, it’s loaded with the virtually limitless entertainment capabilities of LG 3D Smart TV. Trust me, staying in has never looked better. Now, doesn't it sounds FANTASTIC to you?

According to LG, their TV boasts some impressive features which include Certified Flicker-Free, Electromagnetic Waves-Free, 3D Light Boost, Wider Viewing Angle, Flexible Viewing Positions, Lightweight 3D Glasses and Reasonably-Priced 3D Glasses. 

With all these great features I can't wait to bring ONE home now and share it with my family. You know what? Mother's day is approaching soon and truly thinks that it will be the great present ever to the Mother as we can have more family bonding session with the Mother by using this LG Cinema 3D Smart TV and have 3D movie together with the family.

Life's Good with LG. 


I am really expecting a fun filled night along with a brand new viewing experience like never before as LG Cinema 3D Smart TV that will enhance all my visual and audio senses. What about you?

BERSIH 3.0 - 428

BERIH 3.0


whatever 'shits' you government trying to do to STOP us from BERSIH, we DON'T CARE! Your's actions will not scare us off or calm us down but makes YOU PEOPLE - US even more angry! don't you government people understand? We are all now unite, STAND UP & FIGHT for our own right!

what we all want is a fair & clean election. Please don't be stubborn anymore! Listen to your people!

getting tired bit by bit...

you don't feel it but i do...

your losing your patient with me...

you easily release your anger on me...

no matter how hard i try to control myself not to raise my voice to you...

it makes me feel like keep my mouth shut MOST OF THE TIME.

-___-

i feel myself so lame...

keep trying hard to do something to please you...

but, no one appreciate.

20 months ago,

i joined IBM.

20 months later,

i left IBM.

it's not because i don't like IBM,

it's because i got something better than IBM.

:')

seriously, i learnt a lot throughout this 20 months,

more than what i've learnt back in Standard Chartered Bank.

Goodbye IBM & Hello New challenge!

1 year, 6 months, 3 weeks & 1 day.

ain't easy.

i tried my best.

i smile, i tear...

until i don't know myself anymore.

21-3-12

it's always hard when comes to dealing with family issue.

especially they all are my loved one.

i would not want to start any fight with any one of them.

somehow, i would not say it's a fight but a small argument perhaps?

i don't always listen only to one side but both.

im not totally disagree of what u r telling me,

in fact there's some points i was standing at the same line with you,

but when comes to work issue, NO.

endless business trip & training doesn't makes you a WORKAHOLIC.

today,

if you r not in the family company but in other company,

i would says that you will never have a choice to reject your manager for assigning you any outstation trip & training.

There's nothing much different with the world out there.

as there's this phrase - 你看我好，我看你好.

Less complain, more observe and experience~

it makes your life easier & better.

I love you,

and i always do.

i just wants you to be good.

it's always a bad idea to reading your bf's ex gf blog post.

/facepalm

其实常常把自己逼进死角。
其实常常自己钻牛角尖。
其实常常都只是很小的事情。

可是就是这些小小的事情才会显示出你的不细心、你的无所谓，你的理所当然。

或许，每个人的价值观和爱情观都大不同。
或许，每个人追求的、和所需要的都不同。

曾经你说过，我们追求的东西不一样...
曾经的曾经，你不知道你把话说得多么重！
是我把你看得太重,还是我把自己看得太渺小?

A thousand year

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

:x
Sigh~ it happens all the time.
You just can't live without it for not even a day.
I hate it to see ur being like this everytine when u don't get it.
I just felt that...
No matter how much I do or how well I did...
Im still nothing!
Nothing compare to 'IT'.


Hurt so bad.
:(

am so sick since am back from Taiwan.

im saying REAL sick until im sick of myself.

feeling dizzy all the time especially after i consume my med.

tummy feeling bloated all the times and a lot of wind inside and no where to release it off.

pooo~***

went to see doc on monday,

get 2 days MC and i really rest myself for 2 days but still not fully recover yet.

now the tummy bloated,

Doc say its because of gastric BUT i dont have gastric and I never experience for gastric before.

so WHO KNOWS what's the fcuking problem is?

:(

phew~!

i hope i can recover by tomorrow. I WISH.

Counting down to off from work now.

officially off from tomorrow till 29th Jan!!!

one of the benefit supporting GCG region.

and....

GOODBYE MALAYSIA,

HELLO TAIWAN!

<3

moku

16th Month

Hello 2012.

oh well,

the 16th month with my boy.

its not long but ain't that short too.

been through a lot of things.

from KL to Melbourne to Kuching and now he is here in KL.

:)

good and bad feedback from my loves...

but it never affect on my decision, at all.

since the beginning till now, NEVER.

i believe...True love never dies.

silly but that's what every girl wants.

Aren't you?

<3

Hello 2012,

treat me better please.

:(

i don't know why...

sometime, a small tiny thing can trigger my temper...

but, i just don't understand what can you do with a blue pen?

and spill all over my toilet wall, floor & the door.

im now thinking how can i clean it before my parents see it.

*headache*

and i will see what you will do for this,

please show me some responsible, can?