hmm...

it's okay moku...

its okay...

=(

IMYDD~

used to stay home all the times with my brother,
ever since im in a relationship,
he seldom see me at home.
=(
i feel so sorry to him and i wish i could spare more times with him.
i just want you to know,
i love you, brother~
=D

idk whether im a good girlfriend or not,
but,
i always try my best to think of "what can i do to make you happy".
=)
im glad that you appreciate what i've done for you.
i do not want to see you sad.
i just want you to know,
you're my precious and i will try my best to cherish every moment with you every now and then.
baby, i love you.




-peace-

hmm...

i think im just being a-bit "over-sensitive" on this "issue".

of course i know he did not mean to say it.

should not take it too serious,

it's over! i tells myself.

:(

-peace-

believe it or not

i think im sad.
NO!
Disappointed, i would say.


BUT, im not losing my mind and im steady in my purpose.


I once told you,
i believe in you,
and i will always be.

am actually feeling heart-ache,

when i see you grievance yourself to change.

ILY.

knowing too much is always NO-GOOD, 不好，TAK BAIK, BOH HOR, MM HAO...
=(
i would prefer i know nothing at all at the 1st point,
so, there gone my curiosity...
and now i ends up with TOO MANY...
i think i need some times to absorb everything of it.

i wish i could ask,

but i would prefer you come and tell me rather than i have to ask it myself.

am i comparing?

i think i am.

that's why im not happy.

-peace-

this is so-not-good.

already used to have him with me most of the times,

the day without his appearance is coming real soon.
:(

it's mid of Oct already,

time, you such a bitch.

:(

♥

I once told u,

'You're the one I love most,
and YOU will always be.'

=)

Oh her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are




sweet enough to melt every girls, i would say.
it would be perfect if the bfs have the exactly same thought over their gfs as per the lyric.
so, there will no more fighting but LOVE-Peace.
=)

bear with it if not u bcome the bear

i don't like it actually, i mean SERIOUSLY.
but, again!
that's my choice.
so gotta bear with it.


No one would change because of your words,
just like earth would not stop rotating because of your sadness.

When you say nothing at all

am i demanding?
i dont know, you tell me!
all i wants is just a text to tell me...
so i wont be waiting there like a silly.

=x

:D

Hey Soul Sista...

Happy 20th birthday to you~

:)

Glad to have you by my side all the times~

you've company me gone through the ups & downs.

Thanks for being by my side, always!

Love you deep deep!!

October Fest...

Yes! It's October now~!
time flies...and my lil soul sis is back to the town for a week ALREADY!
BUT, she is flying back to Adelaide on 11th October... =(
dont even have enough times to spend with her!
Father is sweet enough to buy sissy ticket fly back from Adl to KL just to SURPRISE me!
On my birthday eve dinner!
nothing much to say but a BIG THANK YOU to my father!
you are the greatest gift i ever had in my life!
=D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BORTHER~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE "HEY SOUL SISTER"~

month

oh well...

03102010
Monthsary it is... =)
the bf is so cute and "sweet" enough to ask me for the "date".
(he cannot remember actually and he actually asked on the day before! GOOD TIMING)
actually we're officially in a relationship on the 18th Sept,
my perception towards 'officially' meaning the day he ask me to become his gf and i agree on it.
BUT since he ask me for the date on "Velvet" night,
so i suppose that night should be the "DAY" for him~
im fine with either 1 actually as long as its the "DAY" for "US".


my ladies is showing their concern on my newly relationship
i felt sweet because i know they are really HAPPY for me.
i would say...HE is good!
i mean...he is treating me good enough!
but of course, there's still some little tiny issues hidden inside which im not pointing out here.
but, i believe everything its gonna be alright..i hope so...
so, don;t worry my ladies.


Mom is worried.
she said the BF's "face" is somehow quite good looking and that's why it makes me and my mom feeling so unsecured! tsk tsk tsk...
not only my mom said that but Valerie too...hmm hmm...
LOL
also, from the day we met until we get into relationship...
everything is too FAST!
and i think i am falling not only too fast BUT deep enough as well...
Obviously, i understand her concern.
i mean no one would like to see me COLLAPSE once again.
that memories is way too awful and pain...
until i would not want to recall it anymore.
and its actually slowly deleted from my brain...bit by bit...



time proves everything!
there's no point to make promises or say whatever bullshit words here.
let the time tells!
we will see... =)


I LOVE YOU BABY.

(i know you will never see it...and i dont plan to let u know as well! this is my only comfort zone where i can say everything out loud here! without any constraint! =p)