month

oh well...

03102010
Monthsary it is... =)
the bf is so cute and "sweet" enough to ask me for the "date".
(he cannot remember actually and he actually asked on the day before! GOOD TIMING)
actually we're officially in a relationship on the 18th Sept,
my perception towards 'officially' meaning the day he ask me to become his gf and i agree on it.
BUT since he ask me for the date on "Velvet" night,
so i suppose that night should be the "DAY" for him~
im fine with either 1 actually as long as its the "DAY" for "US".


my ladies is showing their concern on my newly relationship
i felt sweet because i know they are really HAPPY for me.
i would say...HE is good!
i mean...he is treating me good enough!
but of course, there's still some little tiny issues hidden inside which im not pointing out here.
but, i believe everything its gonna be alright..i hope so...
so, don;t worry my ladies.


Mom is worried.
she said the BF's "face" is somehow quite good looking and that's why it makes me and my mom feeling so unsecured! tsk tsk tsk...
not only my mom said that but Valerie too...hmm hmm...
LOL
also, from the day we met until we get into relationship...
everything is too FAST!
and i think i am falling not only too fast BUT deep enough as well...
Obviously, i understand her concern.
i mean no one would like to see me COLLAPSE once again.
that memories is way too awful and pain...
until i would not want to recall it anymore.
and its actually slowly deleted from my brain...bit by bit...



time proves everything!
there's no point to make promises or say whatever bullshit words here.
let the time tells!
we will see... =)


I LOVE YOU BABY.

(i know you will never see it...and i dont plan to let u know as well! this is my only comfort zone where i can say everything out loud here! without any constraint! =p)