:: It's life ::

im not sad,
im not mad,
i can take it,
i can stand it...


once, you told me there's a hope awaiting for us
maybe, you should not hold me at the first point
and,
now you leads me to this situation.
im not blaming actually...
because i choose to believe in you
and,
i always do.


maybe, things just can't work out this way
who knows?
but i seriously hate this!
fuck!


you always give me hope,
when i thought there's really a hope,
you leave me there alone.