♥ mokulicious ♥

Life is like a roller coaster and there is always ups and downs... we never know what's exactly waiting ahead for us.
I have been feeling so depress and stressed out for the past few weeks,
In simple word, mood swing like hell.
It is actually nothing big happen but those minors 1,
It accumulates and happened all in the same time, it leads to a burst.
Sometime, I would think what does lord want from me?

Learn from the lesson?
Being forgive and forget?
Being more strong and tough?

I take every incident as a lesson and keep it in mind, so that in future I won’t repeat the same mistake again.
Things happen tend to be good and bad, both side.
Whatever it is, we human always see the bad side but ignore the good side,
To be honest, I will only think on the bad and this is why am I been living my life so stressed out.
If I am willing to open my eye wider, bigger and try to witness myself, If I am able to open my ear and listen to everyone but not only the selected one,
Then, I might be able to understand the whole story hidden beneath or the reason why and it might leads to a change of my thought or perspective on it.

im confuse, do I know what I really want?
I thought I know myself well all this while,
In fact, I am not.
How hilarious it is.