I miss you like crazy

27.08.2008

you left me without saying Goodbye.
my heart is aching...
i couldn't think,
i couldn't breath,
i couldn't talk,
right at the moment!


I came back to you, immediately.
im actually feeling hesitant to step into the house...
my leg is shaking and i couldn't move single step of it...
when i look into the house...i see your beautiful picture at the center of the entrance...
as i walked further in and stand right beside you...
im pissed,
im mad...because i couldn't touch you.
the cover is like a firewall blocking in between US.
i can't stop my tears...
i have got so much to share with you...
i have not show you my Certificate...
i have not tell you my oversea stories...
there is so much i have not tell you...

i know you were relieve...
i know you were in peace...
i know you know that im there...talking to you...

2 years from the day you left me...
and i miss you so much...