bleeding

a big hole located exact on the middle of my heart,
and also surrounding by those small wounds and scratches


had a very deep fall,
everyone asking to move on,
to let go,
to forget,
to get rid of it.
it isn't easy thou.
i am stubborn, when i thinks that's the right thing to do,
i insists, no one can stop me then.


i know...
its time to let it go,
but i can't.
you all never know whats my exact feeling,
right now...in this moment...when this shit happened.


my heart is officially dead.
my mind is collapsing.
my smile is frozening.
expression is hidden beneath.