the end of 2009

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am suppose this will be a great year for me,
at least, better than 2008
but, it doesn't.


both beginning and end of the year 2009 was ruined.
during the start, i forced myself to stand up,
as there is 10 more months to end 2009,
then,
a beautiful nightmare,
The beginning of Nov, i finally woke up from the dream.
flashing back the memories, laughing at myself.


no.
no one is wrong here.
but,
when you said you can't force everyone to accept,
in fact, you are FORCING ME to accept.


uhm...
things changed, it ain't simple as last time anymore.
no one can tell me what's so hard in it?
and i cannot see any also.
maybe my eye got problem, in fact, my eye really got problem
so, don't blame me, i got EXCUSE also.
:)



For Jason Bear,
although both of us got played,
yet, we have to be thankful that we are still survive,
its alright Bear Bear, you can lean on my shoulder.
i believe we will grow stronger.
:)
p/s: Lydia Tan, pls stop stalking on me...im not saying you.



To You, (you know who you are)
don't feel sorry to me,
and thanks for telling me the truth,
it may hurts, but it works.
i can finally wake myself up.
and you are not the one who should apology.


Goodbye 2009,
Goodbye the Hidden Secret...
Goodbye everyone...


:D

p/s: never ever find excuse to cover your LIEs, you are just lying to yourself. (Richard Low, 2009)