relief

i felt much more better after my confession to the father and my holy lord.
I've got sins from the beginning of the year until as at today,
and now im finally sin-free.
been waiting for this moment for so long.


in this world,
you contribute more doesn't mean that you will get back the equal return.
in fact, sometime you don't even get anything back.
once you used to be the contributor,
the taker will just start acted like "take things for granted".


thus, being a contributor,
you must always bear in mind that it is either you take it or leave it kind of thing,
never ever expect return from the taker.
if there is, CONGRATULATION!
if not at all, come back and try again next time.
:)